December 31, 2024
Happy New Year 2025
December 31, 2023
Happy New Year 2024!
For about fourteen months, I've lived in Germany for the third time in my life (second time as an adult). My life here has felt wildly different than the lives I lived in Georgia and Utah. I had forgotten how different Europe in general is--it's not that the place is completely alien to me, but there are hundreds of small, subtle differences that sets its far apart from America. The cities are more ornate. Streets are smaller. Highway traffic is more ordered. Pedestrians and bicyclists are everywhere. Trains are more ubiquitous. You have to put in the effort to separate your garbage accurately. I find some things more desirable here, but there are things to miss about the States as well. I wouldn't say one place is necessarily better than the other, it's just different.
I took the job here with great uncertainty--managing a motorpool is an area of logistics I had rarely become involved with, and it carries its own sets of pressures and expectations. Thankfully, it's never been as heavy as I've experienced with other positions. Part of this could be related to the different people I work with and the nature of the location, but I think I've changed my attitude in a way that makes this business more conductive. As I've seen other personnel antagonize others with negativity and attitude and burn their own bridges, I understand that we all reap what we sow. Attitude can impact any interaction for the better or for the worst, and keeping these interactions positive has led to greater successes. I found that letting certain things go--things like anger, irritation, or fear--has helped make my life more harmonious. I could stand to embrace other practices, like meditation and gratitude, a little more to maintain the right state of mind.
Outside of work, I made the time for a little travel. Biggest highlights this year was visiting my parents in South Carolina, where we went on a drive to the Outer Banks and visited the town of Manteo. In Europe, I had a trip to the Netherlands to see Amsterdam, Volendam, and Zaanse Schans. In touring these places, I had the chance to sample authentic gouda cheese, see how clogs were made, see windmills, and in Amsterdam, I took a boat ride in the canals. More importantly though, I visited the Keukenhof to see the countless tulips in bloom. It was an explosion of color. In the summer, I took a drive to see Castle Eltz, and even took a tour to see its interior and hear about some of its history. On the drive back, I walked around the towns of Boppard and Bacharach. On sporadic occasions, I would visit the towns of Mainz, Wiesbaden, Rudesheim, Bingen, and Eltville for photos. There were occasional fests as well.
Time flew by as I settled into this location and became accustomed to a new routine. Now that one of our long-standing employees has gone, I expect our workplace to change substantially in the coming months. It might mean more work and running around for me. But while that prospect would have made me anxious before, I find myself at ease more. My confidence stems from knowing and understanding the processes we have to complete the work.
What I need to do in the coming year is to do more--not only in the work that's needed, but also in regards to my goals. Every year I fret about working out, dieting, changing personal habits, reading and writing more. The issue in the end is that I've failed to take action on many of these aspects. For one reason or another, I lose motivation and fill my time with hollow, time-wasting pursuits. If I have any resolution this year, it will be to make the most of my time. I don't want to spent too much time being idle any more, especially knowing that I've been far less idle years ago. My goal this year is to become as productive as I used to be through proactive action.
In the coming year, I expect to take at least a couple of trips--one will be to Venice to see Carnivale, and in a couple more months, I'll visit my parents again in the States. Chances are strong I'll find more sights to visit within Germany in the summer. 2024 could be an exciting and fulfilling year--it's just a matter of taking action and following through.
December 31, 2022
Happy New Year 2023!
Much can change in a year, and 2022 has seen substantial turbulence thanks to the ongoing COVID-19 pandemic and the ongoing war in the Ukraine. The latter has probably been the most unprecedented event of recent times, whereas I find myself forgetting about the pandemic often. Masking and social distancing haven't been pushed as heavily lately, and my day-to-day routine has felt lax in these regards. It's strange how these worldly problems can be so close, but so far out of mind as well, especially since there are undoubtedly thousands who still suffer daily.
Despite these issues, I managed to see and do much more this past year. My mother had a quilting retreat at Hickory Knob state park, and it was an opportunity for us to see some of South Carolina's natural beauty. A little later, we visited the city of Savannah, where we visited the Prohibition Museum and gained some insight on those troubling times. They even had a small bar there offering one free drink, and I had quite a delicious cocktail there. We also participated in a walking ghost tour near the city center.
My dad was always interested in Civil War history, so we took the chance to see the battlefield monuments near the town of Ninety Six (that is literally the town's name, weirdly). In the summer, we took a trip around Georgia and Tennessee to see the Atlanta cyclorama, which is a 132-year-old painting that shows a 360-degree view of the Battle of Atlanta, with 3-D figures to help bring the scene to life. We visited Kennesaw Mountain, but were rather underwhelmed. Chickamauga, however, is a major site that has a staggering number of monuments. We saw Chattanooga from Lookout Mountain, which is a fantastic view (and also a Civil War site), and on a whim we visited Ruby Falls--the largest underground waterfall in the country.
Driving to Alabama, we also visited the Space and Rocket Center at Huntsville, Alabama. It is quite an impressive sight to behold the massive Saturn V rockets, towering over the husk of Skylab, a replica of the lunar lander, and the space shuttle boosters (the shuttle itself was removed for renovation). The site boasted many impressive exhibits that brings a renewed appreciation of the history of space exploration.
My life tends to be split into neat little 3-6 year chunks based on where work takes me, and indeed, it was time for the next biggest change in my life. About halfway through the year, I left the state of Georgia and moved to Germany for a three-year stint as a logistician. It's been nine years since I last lived overseas, and probably eight or so since I last saw foreign land of any kind. I had lived in Deutschland twice before, once when I was an infant, and again as a young adult in the 2000s. The latter phase of my life left pleasant memories of exciting experiences and beautiful sights, so I had yearned to return to the area for a long time.
Setting foot in the Rhineland again was a surreal experience, insomuch as much of it was familiar, like returning home again, but I had forgotten many small details. Some things have changed, naturally--some roads are closed, some shops and restaurants have changed, and there's more graffiti around than I remember. The most sobering sight was probably seeing the Rhine in the midst of a prolonged draught in August, and the river had dropped so low that parts of the riverbed became visible. An ungodly amount of rain followed in the next month. Fortunately, the monuments, castles, cathedrals, and natural beauty of the area remains standing. The fests and markets still thrive and still offer delightful treats, drinks, and wares. In the few months I've been here, I managed to revisit the cities of Mainz and Wiesbaden, Rheinstein Castle, and a few Christmas markets.
I've gradually become re-accustomed to this lifestyle again, perhaps more engaged than before as I become more familiar with the roads, the trains, and the language. Plans to visit parts of Europe bubble up in my mind. Who knows what I'll see in the next few years?
I wish I could say I accomplished the goals I established last year. The move has disrupted my routine substantially. It's not really a good excuse to slack off on exercise, writing, or anything else. I know I've become undisciplined again, so I have the goal this year to re-established a stronger routine of working out and achieving my writing goals. It will still behoove me to improve my character through gratitude and meditation.
Writing in particular has been frustrating this year, since I've had my fair share of fresh ideas, but no drive to commit them to paper. All of my older projects remain in a rough draft form. Only in the last few days have I taken steps to turn things around. It struck me that I haven't accomplished anything because I am unfocused, so I created a roadmap for one of my novels and started the revision process. It's strangely refreshing to approach the revision this way. Even though I've tried outlines and templates before, I never really consolidated everything this way before, and it's helped visualize clearly what the story should become. If I can successfully complete the second draft of this project, I hope to re-apply this technique for other stories and finalize them. Maybe something can be publishable, who knows? I'm pretty sure the process is turning me into more of a plan-driven writer instead of simply "pantsing" it all the time.
The past year has been quite eventful, and perhaps bittersweet since there are friends and family I'll miss while living overseas. For better or for worse though, my feelings might be best expressed on the recent Slipknot song: I know it's a shame, but I gotta stay, cause I like it here.
There is much to look forward to in 2023, and I'm looking forward to being productive in my new home. I wish everybody a Happy New Year and I hope good things happen to everyone.
December 31, 2020
Happy New Year 2021!
January 1, 2020
Happy New Year 2020!
In ten years, I lived and worked in three different places--from England to Utah to Georgia. In each place, I've met so many different people, many of whom have offered lessons, connections, and even fond memories. Each workplace offered their fair share of challenges. In each place I called a home, there were beautiful landscapes, fascinating history, and unique cultures worth exploring.
In 2019, I've had the chance the see several interesting new sights. While my mother attended a conference in Atlanta, I went to see Stone Mountain Park, where a massive mural is engraved in the side of a massive granite mound. In April, I flew with my dad to Seattle, where we visited family members we hadn't seen in a long time and catch up with them. It was also a chance to see the tulip festival, museums (including the LeMays Car Museum and the National Nordic Museum), and picturesque sites in surrounding towns (including a Bavarian town called Leavenworth). Later in the summer, I saw the city of Norfolk and I took a tour of the USS Wisconsin--an Iowa-class battleship that had served during WWII and the Cold War, but is now docked in the city and open to the public. Towards the end of the year, I saw the town of Camden, which hosted a reenactment from the Revolutionary War. These were all rather short trips, but it was far more than I had in the previous year. I probably have as many memories as I do photos.
Outside from these excursions, I've spent my time simply working and going home every day. Same as it was last year. There are a few things that have never changed in the past decade--as I did in 2009, I still watch quite a large amount of films and play video games. I've written several manuscripts, some short stories, but over the past five years or so my understanding of the craft changed dramatically. It happened because I did something I should have done years ago--I sought critiques from other writers, and it underscored problems that I never even knew I had. It's caused me to change the way I write most pieces, and in turn it's caused me to see other works (books and films alike) in a more critical light. The learning process is still ongoing and will likely never end.
This has been one of a few things that made me realize that I may not know as much as I think I do. I thought I knew about writing and storytelling, but it's become clear that there are lessons, techniques, and patterns I was oblivious to. But even in other aspects of life--such as my other hobbies, my knowledge in the workplace, my interactions with people--things I thought I knew turn out to be wrong.
With these shortcomings in mind, it is my intention to achieve a better level of personal discipline this year. In part, it means learning to be patient, listen more, and stop assuming I know all the answers. I hope to improve my attitude, regardless of how cynical the rest of the world becomes.
In other respects to obtaining discipline, I also wish to control my time and actions in a way that facilitates my other goals. One of those goals is to lower my weight--it is something I thought I could control, but it's become apparent that my eating and exercise habits need more accountability, and that's a process that's already been implemented.
If I hope to become a better writer, I always hear that I need to read more. Maybe a lot more. Last year, I succeeded in reading 16 books all the way through--some of which were graphic novels. More should be easily possible, I just need to set aside the time for it. Doing so will mean cutting the amount of time I spend on movies, TV, and video games. Limiting those kinds of activities will probably do me good anyway.
At the same time, my media collection remains rather huge and full of titles that I have never seen. Many of these come from box sets I've collected. It would be nice to get through all 300 or so blind-buys, but one thing is certain: I will be collecting a lot less in the upcoming year.
Last year, I had the goal to have a new novel ready for publication. Or at least something presentable to beta readers. This never happened. Most of my manuscripts remain in pieces, and it's become clear to me that I need to do more work on plotting, outlining, and making developmental edits. I intend on spending more time to do this on old and new projects, but it may also mean more study, reading, or critiquing. Whether editing or doing actual writing, I'd like to make it a focus every day, even if for just an hour.
Those are the broad resolutions I have this year, and it amounts to becoming a better, healthier, more proactive person and a better writer. If I can keep it all up, I anticipate that the 2020s could be a successful decade, no matter how frightening the future and all its challenges and changes may be.
January 1, 2015
Happy New Year 2015!
As usual, I passed the time with my hobbies. I've seen many movies over the year, including many of the latest releases, like Snowpiercer, Guardians of the Galaxy, Interstellar, and more. I've played quite a few video games; having acquired a PlayStation 4 at the beginning of the year, I became thoroughly engrossed in great new titles like inFamous: Second Son, Shadow of Mordor, Far Cry 4, and Dragon Age: Inquisition. My music collection has grown, with awesome new albums by Lacuna Coil, Alestorm, Linkin Park, PM5K, oodles of film and game soundtracks, and of course, Weird Al Yankovic. I've read about 15 books this year, which is a little more than average, and included some really challenging titles (Naked Lunch and Melancholy of Mechagirl shall stand as two books I'll be happy to never read again).
My hobby of writing, unfortunately, has stalled yet again. I made great progress for a while on a new draft of The Dark Fairy Chronicles, but after 50-something pages I stopped and never regained momentum. I do think I can get back into the groove on that, but the story has a long ways to go. For November, I also started a book called Out of the Blue, and the last couple of chapters need to be finished. I also finished my draft of Gods Among Men (after two years of sitting around), and Exodus is nearly complete (after three years of sitting around). Unfortunately, many other projects remain unfinished, including other novels and short stories, and there are many more that are in need of editing or critiquing.
Despite all I've seen and done, the year is not without its troubles. It seems like the local area has had quite a few tragic deaths. Even elsewhere, with at least three Malaysia Airline plane crashes, the Ebola outbreak, the Crimean crisis, more war in the Middle East, and the riots at Ferguson, it feels like the whole year has been a challenge and struggle for much of the world. On the plus side, we did land a probe on a moving comet.
After a while, I couldn't help but to feel that I've become a slacker yet again. Looking at last year's goals, I'm dismayed to see that I failed to accomplish them. Thus, all those same goals will carry over to this year: I will still endeavor to write more, read more, lose 25 pounds, and clean out my computer files. If there's anything to add, it would be being more social. The good news is that I've already started on most of these goals, and the last few weeks have already felt productive.
Happy New Year to all: there is much to look forward to, and with effort, I think there can be much to accomplish.







